Emotional Growing Pains
Her long legs would ache as they grew into her 5’11” gorgeous body. Her mom would take her to the doctor and he would simply assure them ‘its just good ole fashion growing pains.’
Many of us don’t realize that emotional pain often works in a similar way to physical growing pains. It’s not intended to cause us suffering (although for most of us it does); it is meant to make us grow.
The trouble is, if we fight against emotional pain by numbing it, avoiding it, or trying to escape it, in whatever way we’ve learned how, it begins to implode on us rather than guiding us into a more empowered, happier, lighter, version of ourselves.
Emotional growing pains are inevitable; the secret is learning how not to suffer through these painful times.
This past summer has been a time of intense emotional growth for me. The growing pains were impossible to deny. But rather than pretending I was feeling different emotions than I was — happier emotions — my quest became to accept what was happening.
I discovered suffering comes from not allowing ‘what is’ to surface. Instead of forcing myself to feel happy, I began to ask myself this question each morning:
If I didn’t have to worry what anyone thought of me (if it didn’t make me a bad person, mother, daughter, friend, wife, partner, lover, in-law, boss, whatever), what am I feeling? What emotions are under the surface that I’m trying to suppress or avoid? What is trying to get out and be heard?
Whatever needed to come up and out, I allowed. And then, I would thank the feeling!
“Thank you for my anger. Thank you for my fear. Thank you for this overwhelming frustration!” And so on…
This simple act of thanking my situation and emotions rather than resisting them created a new level of self-love and self-acceptance.
I am certain my “self-acceptance” wasn’t easy for my husband at times… >>>
Me trying to “be with what was happening” rather than trying to “fix it” … fix me … fix the feeling … fix the pain <<< and yet, I would not allow myself to pretend to be anything other than what I was. I couldn’t fake it. I wouldn’t fake it. Besides I wasn’t in pain all summer! I had tons of amazing times. But I did assure my husband (whenever I’d get into what I call a “funk”): “I am working through it. This is part of my emotional growth and it has nothing to do with you.”
Today, I have a new level of self-love based on self-acceptance rather than self-improvement.
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The great news is that you, too, don’t have to be ashamed of where you’re at or what you’re feeling. In fact, there is no shame: It’s the starting point! It’s exactly where you need to be to grow, love, and accept yourself.
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